.internal conflict~

.suddenly i hate this blog
.i hate this blog damn much!
.i don't know how to describe my feeling
.but i hate it so much!

.blogging on halt
.delete or proceed?
.only time will tell

i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
.cause i don't know how to make this feeling stop
.i hate this feeling freaking much! :(
.it really kills me

.i wish i could turning back but i just can't