... depressed ...

.i'm sorry for everything i've done wrong
.i'm sorry for words which might hurt
.i'm sorry for jokes that u can't take

.there's nothing i wouldn't do
.i'm sorry for blaming u for everything,
. i just couldn't do

.and i've hurt myself by hurting u

.i love u with every beat of my heart
.and i'm sure that u love me too

.i'm so sorry
.please just understand
.it tears me up inside

.u might hate me
.but how i can hate u?
.i just can’t

.please hit me with the truck
.it would be less painful